We all live only once...

When she's available,
I cant find the courage to love her.
When she's not,
I choose to love her in silence.

When she's sad,
I find myself praying for her, praying for her happiness
When she's not,
I cry because she doesn't share her happiness with me

When i say i love her,
She laughs and thinks i'm joking
But if i don't,
She would never know how much she means to me.

When i miss her,
I message her to let her know.
But i never send them,
Because if i did, she would receive a message from me every minute.

Now i've learnt to live with it.
I miss her, and i want to be the one who's always by her side
But she doesn't know, and i probably would never tell her
Because me and her
Probably are never meant to be.

But still.
Loving her in silence
And being there for her when she really needs me
Is a blessing on its own
My only regret
Is not being loved by her.

I fell in ( v ) with a dancer

Her gentle movements
Her enchanting gaze
Her sweet chiselled smile
She leaped in the air
As graceful as a swan
No words are needed
Her actions spoke it all
She looked calm and focused
Her smile melted my heart
Not mine, but many others
She appeared in a pool of dancers
My eyes didn't have to search
I saw her, and saw her only
For my eyes were meant just for her

Time has passed
I'm no longer meant to be amongst that crowd

She still dances now
More vibrant than before
In my mind full of fond memories
The picture of her still remains
She'll stay in my mind forever
For i fell
And am still
In love with a dancer