We all live only once...

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i hardly have time to do anything i want.

my mondays are like 12 hours in school...
my tuesdays, wed, and friday afternoons blocked off to teach my choir.
and my thursdays end at 7pm.

my saturdays are blocked off now too.
and on sundays i have soccer in the morning, and the remainder of the day to complete my accumulated work all over the week.

in the midst of all this hustle and bustle, i still found time to keep you in my thoughts... but all these are unappreciated. i know u'll rather not have me think of you.

someone give me more time.
32 hours a day will do.

despite my interest in choir...
i'm actually contemplating quitting...

the school administration is driving me nuts
nobody's getting anything done
and they're just pushing the entire responsibility on me.

plus my choir kids aren't really ready...
i know they aren't...
and many of them aren't even putting in the slightest bit of effort...

maybe i'm just a horrid conductor. a bad instructor.
urghs.

tears are flowing non stop now.

and i don't know whats wrong.
it must be an entire spade of events.

i hate the way my family has zero communication
at how we can sit silently and have dinner and say nothing to each other.
i try .
i try to be nice and communicate.
but no.
it never works.

from today. i'm goin to earn at least 3000 a month.
i don't care how.
i'm goin to work like crazy.
den i'll move out of this damn house.

i try really hard not to think of her.
trust me. i'm trying.

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i don't want school to start.
because now i would haf to shuffle between lectures, tutorials, teachin vocal lessons, teaching choir, teaching keyboard, and social life.

(not like i've been getting much of a social life)

this blog's getting too emo for my own good.
since its 2009, i have decided that i should set a few resolutions of my own

so here it goes
1. i aim to get a CAP of 4.00 this semester. this means at least a B+ for all my modules.

2. i shall start sleeping by 12 midnight and waking up by 830am to prevent further aging and destruction to my already fragile and old body.

3. i'm going to be a lot more serious in everything i do. this means putting in 110% to music, to studies, to friends, to performing

4. i'm goin to be a little more spontaneous. instead of dwelling and sobbing at home, i'm going to say yes more often to invitations out for parties, or old gatherings.l

5. i will, and must lose 10% of my body weight by june. partly because i want to look better, but most importantly because the module i took last semester has highlighted all the negative effects of obesity.

6. i will start saving and stop gambling on soccer. time to plan for my future.. i want to be a rich bachelor. not a poor pathetic one.

i've come to the age whereby i'm more sure abt what i want..

i regret my past.
i regret getting into numerous playful and non-lasting relationships.

but my heart has space for only one person now.
and i've never felt like this for a long time.

it just took me one minute to be sure of myself...

now all i need is a little courage.
and a chance.
and time.

i'll promise and give you things i never could in the past.
listen to me would you?

listen...

i know i want to spend the rest of my life with you.
i've never been more sure.

i've always been telling u that i'm here for you. that i constantly keep you in my prayers...
but fact is, i always wanted to be more than just a person who would "be there when necessary"..

if you won't love me tomorrow, at least love me today
would you?