We all live only once...

WAY BACK INTO LOVE

Verse 1
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

Verse 2
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind


Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh


Verse 3
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

Verse 4
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions


Chorus

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Verse 5
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

Chorus

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

this is what you do when
1) you got a new camera and u cant wait to test out de video function
2) you stay at home the whole day on a saturday afternoon and u feel bored
3) you love music. =)
4) you need to take your mind off stuffs and vent your frustrations on something other than the wall and your pillow.

liars
give me a break.

i swear i'm turning crazy

alright... IT Fair 2007
Got this dream camera for a dream price... Sony Cybershot T10.. one object that has been on my want list since half a year ago...
So i finally decided to ditch my old Casio Exlim 3.2 megapixel camera (that i bought coz of fiona xie) for this beauty... =)

And since i got a new camera, this calls for lots n lots of photos for this entry..!
(for those who might balk at self potraits... pls click the back button on ur browser now!)

aniwae..i've finally ord-ed.. no more camp.
i'm soon to be a civilain (gonna get my pink ic by nxt mon/tues)
so i decided to dye my hair!



here's 2 photos of me before my hair change...












this is what happened while dyeing my hair....

and finally...after THIRTY mins of waiting..



finally... my supposedly "ash brown" hair...!
:D


okae, i'm just gettin bored and i dont realli noe wad photos to take with my new camera yet.. so here it goes... =)

impresario 2007's over..
and i'm still feeling the post-hangover-disappointment kinda feeling..

firstly of coz, i would like to thank all that have come down to support us....
wanhsin, mellissa, kirana, geokmeng, javin, james, marvin, detong, mel (pjc), evon, christine cousin, selina, mum, dad, shuting...
and i hope i havent missed anyone out...
your support was greatly appreciated...


(the team) altitude, the dancers, and our nannies.. blehs..

well, its over, but at least we had a fun time..at least we challeneged ourselves instead of doing some conventional slow ballad..
so what if we won third... i thought we deserved more somehow.. i mean, at least a second..
and its my first time dancing n singing n i thot we all did well.. =p
n winning most popular group means a lot to me, i'm sure it means more than "we have lots of frens here".. but i hope we won over a great massive amount of support from neutrals as well =)

thanks kailing, thanks lydia, thanks verena for helping us out... =)
and thanks to bandmates ryan and eugene for making every rehearsal so fun!
as i said, i hope we dont stop singing there coz i think we can go far =)


(lydia, me, kailing n verena)
is it me or are my legs like short n out of shape... =pPp

anyway.. all these are memories to keep..
the tedious rehearsals, choreography for dancing, vocal practices, winning 11s, etc.
and as i grow old nxt time, i noe i'll look back to this episode and know that i had great fun=)

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life's rather meaningless of late...
i'm depressed...
but since being depressed is going to give me wrinkles and make me age faster, i'm going to try to channel my frustrations to music...

i'm sure i can do it...
n even if i cant...
i'll be strong.

if i'm not in love- faith hill

if i'm not in love with you,
what is this i'm going through, tonight

and if my heart is lying then,
why is my heart aching?

why do i go crazy?
everytime i think about you baby
why do i love you like i do?
if i'm not in love with you

me: my forehead's high, so i think it will be best if i could leave my fringe long..
him: your hair curls when its long, i will trim your fringe and give it a 'n' shape, its one of the more modern hairstyles currently.. (makes a n shape wiv his fingers)
me: urm.. okay, but my forehead is really high and i will look like i have a super big face if i haf a short fringe u noe...
him: dont worry... i know what to do

so i trusted him

and this happens!!

arh... n competition's tmr... a cap doesnt reali go wiv a white suit does it? :|
arh well...