We all live only once...

Title: Pu Tong Peng You
Artiste: John
(originally sung by david tao ze)
remixed
http://www.savefile.com/files/923899

my r'ship is stagnant.. and rather screwed up...
sometimes i wonder if its just about me, or is it simply a personality clash that would remain unsolvable forever...
little things irritate the two of us.
and the way we solve things and talk totally differs from each other...
i haven't been able to even remember a single day where i have actually spent without quarreling wiv her somewhere in the day.
to many, i dont seem to care..
but this ongoing problem has been affecting me so much lately that i dont even know whats the best route to take anymore....

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not only girls go for shopping therapy.. somehow spending money makes me feel good (the initial part of coz, not the guilt that comes after that)
been spending way too much money lately..
outings... CDs... clothes...etc..
if this continues i would probably break my 1000 barrier a month or sth...

life's been rather hectic lately
so many things to settle before enterin university...
aside from OG outings, there are still like forms to fill up, download, courses to decide to take, medical examination,
all these.. on top of my regular singing lessons and keyboard lessons...
hardly any time to breathe actually...

bought jj's new album...
he's probably the only artiste that i would never download his songs...
wasn't as good as i expected.. but still good....
there's this channel of energy in his voice dat makes listening rather soothing apparently...

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recorded a new song lately..
or rather, a remix of an old song..
taoze's pu tong peng you..
download it from
http://www.savefile.com/files/923899

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a few more days to orientation week
n a few more weeks to the start of another journey in life...

i look back at my entire week...
and i realise that i have nothing much happy to remember abt...

other than arts camp..
and de wonderful ppl i have known..
i never ever thought i wld get to noe such fair weather friends during the camp...

thanks sephiroth..
thanks to friends i've made especially the guys, zhengchuan joel....
and my allies sab huiying n sharon..
those crazy times we spent together.. all de laughter we shared... =)






shar, hy, sab n me (L to R)




and of coz the rest like kimberly, long lost jc fren... AOGL daphne, liyana, etc... too mani names to list..
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things haven't been smooth sailing for a long time, with particular reference to my crazy rollercoaster rship problem..
things dont seem to be improving though i'm hoping it wld..
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i miss the sun... sentosa...
i miss staying in nus..
the supper, etc.
and like i told a few of my friends,
all of a sudden..
i feel as though my outlook towards life is so much different..
maybe this is what it feels like to finally be slightly growing up and becoming more mature..

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schools' starting soon..
looking to secure my monthly income thru teaching of music vocals/keyboards, as well as tuition..
and at the same time, also be able to haf time for both my social life, and studies..

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i'm not sure if i'm coping well with every obstacles thats coming my way now..
but all i know is i'm trying..

i'm trying to still be a rationale boyfriend... holding on to something that is fast fading away and slipping away frm my grasp...
a loving friend... not forgettin altitude, and my sec sch frens...
and a thoughtful son to my mum and dad....