We all live only once...

gonna be boarding the bus to genting in exactly 24 hours...
kinda goin dere alone.. for de first time... no family members.. hahax..

hope de competition turns out well..
de price of $2000 each is certainly tempting..
been runnin thru de dance in my mind.
hope things turn out fine.. pray for me~ =)

mm...
will be back in ... 3 days plus =)

i think i'm weak
still remember sec 4
when my immunity system totally broke down.
mc for 2 wks.
goin back to school for 3 days
fallin sick again.
and it goes on and on and on.
it has happened again..
3 ulcers on my throat now
n i've totally no energy to even type this..
arh. time to sleep.

You can make a difference, every single day

You can make a difference, with everything you say

i think today's de first time i ate ice cream alone.
the kinda feeling u get from doing so is funny..
i mean.. usually when i eat ice cream i would like eat with someone else or sth...
eating ice cream seem to be a group activity or sth..

haven eaten since breakfast at 9am. this is madness.
i think i have starved till i dont even haf ani feeling anymore.
came home wanting to eat. but just lost my appetite.
slept at 8pm. thinking that i can sleep thru de night. but woke up at 10. feeling all shitty.
sth's wrong wiv my passport. haf to fix it before i go genting.
ya. sudden bout of hunger pangs.
went downstairs to eat two pineapple tarts.

its close to 2am.
so much on my mind.
so much to do.
so much i dont want to do.
so much i want to say.

i realised something...
my entries since last month till now have been so random.
i can talk abt dogs in one sentence, den i'll talk about cats, den elephants, den tigers.

if i analyse this using my literary skills..
i would say i'm a jumbled up confused person
full of messed up thoughts.
......

yup. gonna try to sleep now.

its 330am and i'm still awake...
sudden bout of enthusiasm n drive

i did the cheography of gotta be ur man for de front 4, 8 counts.
seriously hope we can do that instead of walking and posing
hoping luc and jon and me can coordinate it tmr and den show fion on wed or sth
de rest of de dance can be left to her!

been recording acapella for de past 2 hrs.
did a rough draft of felis navida (however its spelt) and de beginning of white christmas..
will let de rest of de guys frm MVE hear it later in abt urm... 4 hours..

damn.
i'm goin to be so tired at work tmr..
urghx..

haven been updating. been so busy lately.... tired, burnt out..
just as i thought my slipped disc has sort of healed after i went to MDC..
all of a sudden it hurts more than ever..

could be de dance that music clinic has made us done..
or maybe coz i've started jogging..
but pain has become unbearable that i haf to take painkillers before i go out..

if this persists..
sigh... i cant imagine..

to love a person so much as to overlook youself
that everything about you has become insignificant and the person you love is all that matters.

things to do in de following week:
start exercising and be more energetic.
start writing songs again.
start feeling enthusiastic both at work and at home.

you packed your suitcases and left.
you took everything that belonged to you away.

i'm not happy. realli am not.