Author: John Khoo

silence is the worse way to communicate.
if i'm assuming things,
then you are presuming i understand u.

Author: John Khoo

6am and i'm still awake.
gosh.
hope tmr's performance at mindef would be fine.
charles. jon ang li ming.
scary..

Author: John Khoo

sometimes i wonder..
who are my friends?

Author: John Khoo

1am.
ha...

Author: John Khoo

have fun

Author: John Khoo

you
taking things for granted.
=)

i
follow suit!

Author: John Khoo

i'll give myself a hundred reasons to stop loving you,
but even thats not enough
to stop the way i'm feeling right now...

happiness is when u're beside the one you love
and when the person you love, loves you as much as you do

at the same time..
happiness is also when u know that that person is happy.
her happiness means more to you than anything..

and despite suffering in silence...
despite not being happy yourself,
a part of your heart tells yourself to be contented...
for the one you love,
is happy.

Author: John Khoo

oh..so now i know...

Author: John Khoo

I've done it once, twice, thrice

Its me, isn't it?

Author: John Khoo

the same mistake.
the same attitude.

is it me?
or do i just keep meetin ppl like tat?

Author: John Khoo

went to RI and Nan Hua High to perform 2 AEP shows today...
it has been a nong nong time since SAF Vocal Ensemble did an AEP show..
thought Nan Hua was pretty fun... they had some choir exchange programme n the school invited us to go over to perform... there was like the choirs from nan hua high and fuhua secondary school..
enjoyed myself pretty much.. thought the crowd was pretty quiet and cold...
but things gradually warmed up i guess..
n it was pretty heartwarming that a few actually came up to say hi and bye as we were walking out school..

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oh ya.. and
world cup fever is getting to me
haven been sleeping regularly for the past 2 wks...
down wiv cold yesterday..... my nose just couldn't stop running...
not forgettin..
i actualli betted on argentina to win
damnit..
:s
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cant wait for de wC finals... silently crossing my fingers hoping that england would get thru, even though i would say they need a hell loads of luck to do so...
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well... off to rest now.. in case i end up watchin the 3am matches again tonight..
yawnx..

Author: John Khoo

its like playing chess
to win,
you got to play the right pieces, at the right time

its like children
to be happy,
you got to play the games you like and eat the food u love.

its like soccer
to enjoy,
you got to be on top of ur form, score if u're a striker, or save if u're a goalkeeper

happiness.
freedom.

toast to ur freedom...
cheers to ur happiness...

lets hope i'm a good chess player, to win
i'm fun to de children, to know how to make others happy
a good referee, to make people happy.

no one can read no one's mind
if no one talks or communicates

PHILOSOPHICAL THOUGHTS.
PSYCHOLOGICAL
MADNESS


Author: John Khoo

i've told myself i'm not goin to read blogs for de next few days.
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portugal sucked yesterday.
and i lost $ in soccer bets..
they dint even look like dey were playin soccer.
hardly had enuf rest.
hardly rested in fact.
was plannin to sleep frm 12 to 3am den wake up to watch soccer
that didnt materialise
was plannin to sleep frm 5 to 8am after soccer before goin to camp
n that didnt happen
now i'm like a walkin zombie.

i'm bored.
but there's so much on my mind i dont even haf de mood to step out of de house.
i wonder how ppl can go out feelin troubled n such..
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thought of a pretty catchy chorus for a song:
here it goes..

i'll leave u alone
walk away
let you figure out what u're thinking
i'll leave you alone
though maybe you'll say
that you'll leave me for good
that you'll leave me for better

i'll leave u alone
walk away
let your heart feel what it's seeking
then maybe one day
you'll come back
or maybe one night
you'll walk away, you'll walk away for good

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here's a toast to sleepless nights.

Author: John Khoo

cool, england won...
to an own goal though...

thought the match was pretty boring...
players who caught my eye:
joe cole...
crouch

even beckham was kinda invisible in de 2nd half...
n gerrard was kind of not even in the thick of de action...

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its 430am now. ryan n detz r over here..
was playin winnin wiv detz just now..
i'm beginning to be good in using man utd man...

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its gonna be a long sunday for me tmr..
coz i haven had enuf sleep,
and i haf soccer tmr...

yawns..