i just realised the impact of the recession.
never thought it would be affecting my family or whatever...
but i guess my dad bought lots of bonds n shares n stuff..
so lets just hope we tide thru this recession.
Exams are coming.
Deadlines to meet.
I'm dying.
And it doesn't help that i'm in NM2220 tutorials now idling my time away.
My cousin wants me to type that i'm glad she's in my life.
so ya. there it goes.
she's like my only form of entertainment now in tutorials.
not like i really want such a form of entertainment.
i hope she rots.
I LOVE DRIVING! :P
haha...
though it wld be great to have a car of my own... :
i'm developing a habit of just sitting at home...
turning up the volume to HBO Hits, HBO signature,
or radio stations, lounge jazz music,
and just lying down.... with my room lights off, my side lamp on...
Some think i'm leading a life of the older generation... when i'm only 23.
Gone is the constant temptations of being out and hanging out around friends.
Gone is the habit of having to SMS and be occupied throughout the day.
I dreamt i was back in secondary school that night..
And i saw those few people that made my secondary school life so memorable..
I hate the fact that i have had so many past r'ships.
I hate the fact that i didn't study hard enough, or push myself to the limits.
I hate the fact that i didn't learn the guitar, nor how to dance, nor successfully worked out in the gym 3 times a week as planned..
Lately, I just want a life to myself..
And probably one more person to share my life with...
But then again..
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